What Happened? What's Changed?

you have no idea how upset and angry you make me.

why are you being different now?

why have you changed when we talk?

i want you to be how we used to before things changed.

all i want is your love and your approval of me.

i feel that now i have to work for that,

and no matter how much of a dick you may be to me now,

i still try my hardest to get your attention.

i wrote i missed you.

you didn't.

did you forget?

were you not strong enough to write it back?

or do you just not miss me?

did you ever miss me?

can you please be how you used to,

how we used to.

at least fake it, so i don't become depressed everyday.

and trust me thats beginning to happen.

i think about you pretty much 24-7,

and think of what you would think, whenever something happenes in my life.

even if it is just a petty little thing,

like talking to a boy.

your making me sad and lonely.

please be like you were before.

please.please.please.please.please.please.please.please.