is it just me or are there pretty much only two kinds of people?
there are the followers, and the leaders. no matter what you want you be, you always end up being the same.
and it makes me angry.
have you ever had that person that you've just met and instantly they
assume they can always hang around?
it reminds me of that scene in mean girls, when regina george gets dissed from her queen-ness and suddenly karen and gretchen are like puppy dogs following along cady. you would think that as they have been in the group longer, one of them would be the 'queen bee' after... but apparently not. its like they are so used to following, they don't know how to think for themselves.
now i don't want to be a bitch. but. i met this girl who is in my spanish and my dance class. and she is always right there, it like she tries to hard and feels she has to be 'accepted.' for people that know me, they know i distract people in class and i am always singing and being random and jokey.. excpet when i'm doing something i really REALLY enjoy. like drama or dance. when it comes to those i am focused and i love learning. well this girl was like a centimeter away from me when we got in out lines, and there is a huge space like near us. so i move a bit and i start concentrating on the exercise and dance. she constantly turns around trying to pretend shes bored or she doesn't get it or make jokes, trying to get my approval.
AND IT'S SO ANNOYING.
I JUST WANT TO FREAKING DANCE.
ahhhhhh!
i don't understand why people can't just think for themselves, and not always trying to do something approving. i don't care what you do. it doesn't make me like you anymore or less. just sometimes you need to stop doing random things and actually focus.
its weird i'm saying this, as usually i'm very unfocused and talkitive and move-able. but i've changed, and i would like to just dance and not have to always answer to peoples random geastures.
it probably doesn't even make sense.
but it does to me.
:)
there are the followers, and the leaders. no matter what you want you be, you always end up being the same.
and it makes me angry.
have you ever had that person that you've just met and instantly they
assume they can always hang around?
it reminds me of that scene in mean girls, when regina george gets dissed from her queen-ness and suddenly karen and gretchen are like puppy dogs following along cady. you would think that as they have been in the group longer, one of them would be the 'queen bee' after... but apparently not. its like they are so used to following, they don't know how to think for themselves.
now i don't want to be a bitch. but. i met this girl who is in my spanish and my dance class. and she is always right there, it like she tries to hard and feels she has to be 'accepted.' for people that know me, they know i distract people in class and i am always singing and being random and jokey.. excpet when i'm doing something i really REALLY enjoy. like drama or dance. when it comes to those i am focused and i love learning. well this girl was like a centimeter away from me when we got in out lines, and there is a huge space like near us. so i move a bit and i start concentrating on the exercise and dance. she constantly turns around trying to pretend shes bored or she doesn't get it or make jokes, trying to get my approval.
AND IT'S SO ANNOYING.
I JUST WANT TO FREAKING DANCE.
ahhhhhh!
i don't understand why people can't just think for themselves, and not always trying to do something approving. i don't care what you do. it doesn't make me like you anymore or less. just sometimes you need to stop doing random things and actually focus.
its weird i'm saying this, as usually i'm very unfocused and talkitive and move-able. but i've changed, and i would like to just dance and not have to always answer to peoples random geastures.
it probably doesn't even make sense.
but it does to me.
:)
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