It's A Horrible Thing..

if you've been talking to me or reading my blog,

you can kind of guess i've been feeling quite lonely these past few months.

i've been getting better about it though,

georgia lewis gave me some wise words of advice,

about enjoying life now, and i took that into consideration.

but for some reason today and last night,

all of that crumbled, and i'm feeling just as lonely and

sad as the day that i left, or lets say about a month after leaving.

i don't know why today,

nothing really happened to change my feelings,

it just happened.

and now i feel sad.

i really want to come home.

thank god i'm going to Oakland on friday,

for the weekend. at least that will take my mind of everything,

or maybe it'll be worse. we'll have to see.

i hope for one day i'll be able to go to San Francisco, or

hopefully Berkeley (though as i'm with the cousins, i doubt that will happen),

those to places make me so so happy! and are my two favourite places in the world!

you're probably thinking,

isn't Sydney your favourite place, because you always complain and whine

about going home soon.

but i don't really want to go home for the place,

more for the people and the comfort.

if my friends and family lived in Berkley or San Francisco,

and i lived there too,
I WOULD BE SO HAPPY AND EVERYTHING WOULD BE AMAZING!

how i wished that were true...

on the left:

SAN FRANCISCO

on the right:

TELEGRAPH AVENUE,

BERKELEY