THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA

okay.

so i've left my friends, family, comforts and country for what?

nothing.

when people ask me I tell them 'well I happen to be an American citizen,

who has never lived in America, so i decided to live here for little while'. or i say 'i needed a change, maybe it will make me appriciate what i already had MORE.' But to tell you the truth. when i left and the first couple months leading up to leaving, my life was perfect. i didn't need a change. and i wish i didn't leave.

But i decided to leave in 2008 in august, when nothing was working for me,

nothing special was in my life and then i booked the tickets. non refundable tickets.

WORST IDEA EVER.

i thought i would LOVE it here in sunny orange county. the OC. don't get me wrong, its good. for a holiday no longer than a month, unless i grew up here. but i've figured out, it isn't the place you go that makes your life better. its the people. if i were anywhere in the world, antartica, india, chile, anywhere, if i had the people i loved and enjoyed
spending time with, with me, i would be fine.

but theres nothing i can do now, except wait it out.

only 3 MONTHS 7 DAYS 58 HOURS AND 40 SECONDS.

i hope when i come home, everything is the same. well obviously one things already changed, the seniors have graduated and i won't see their smiling faces on campus anymore.

that sucks.

but i hope everything else is the same as when i left.

or better.

that would be good too.

well hello America, goodbye Australia..

SEE YOU SOON MY LOVELIES!