Until I Die.

i'm searching for you.

if you read my blog, you have probably noticed

i write many posts about one particular person.

well this blog post, is alot more serious,

and has nothing to do with anything else i've written.

i know your both dead,

but i want to find you.

my family won't tell me anything, and i just want the truth.

i've been searching for answers as long as i can remember.

do you know how difficult it is to find

dead people? especially when you don't know anything about them.

i don't know your names, where your from, why you left,

why you died, where you died, if you knew about me,

and more and more questions.

but i want to know, i want to know everything.

everything and anything, that will explain me,

my life, my family.

now i don't want to seem disrespectful,

and i don't want to seem like i don't appriciate my life,

the people in my life and everything i've been given.

but i want to know, would my life be different if you had been there?

i'll keep searching until i find something, anything.

but until i do, can you two please tell me something,

so it's easier for me to find information about them?