Goodbye, No one said it was easy.

Well, I just found out you read my blog, although you probably don't anymore,

you answered all my questions and theories, and although

I don't like all of the reasonings, at least I don't have to keep guessing.

I stayed up til 2.30am crying as you spoke to me, and I'll try my hardest to let you go,

even though for the past 5 months I kind of saw it coming and

I couldn't get over you during that time. But I'll try.

Thank you for giving me some of the happiest moments in my life.

For making me smile, laugh, learn, cry and love. I hope someday soon we will meet again.

I miss being around you already, you will always be the first boy I loved.

So goodnight blog, it's time for me to cry myself to sleep and hopefully not dream about you,

otherwise I'll forget what happened tonight was reality and forget my dreams are dreams.

Thank you for everything. I will love you always and forever.