Will It Ever Be The Same?

I re-read the first letters you sent to me when I left.

Why? I don't know. It was so stupid.

It just made me miss you more than I already do.

You were so loving and then. You just stopped.

And haven't talked to me since.

I want to come home and I'm so excited!

But I don't want to come home anymore,
just because I'm scared you won't want me
like you used to.
I am heartsick over you.

Why can't you understand that?