satc epiphany

While watching a Sex and the City marathon Carrie Bradshaw starts an episode by saying, "In New York they say you're always looking for a job, a boyfriend or an apartment, but what if you only have two out of the three, and they're fabulous?" This is similar to me, but instead of these three things, it's "good grades, a boyfriend and friendship" how can someone have all these things, be fabulous in school, have a loving boyfriend, and the perfect close friendships that can always be fixed if a fight breaks out, and then one by one they start to disappear... How does this happen? Does the universe just decide

"oh you've been happy for too long now, we need to change something."

Apparently people aren't allowed to have everything, even if they work for it and aren't handed it on a silver platter.

studded glory

incredible.

something i need to get off my chest.

So I know you thought I was stupid when I wrote all those blog posts last year about a certain someone, and if you read this you'll think I'm strange, but I really need to get something off my chest. I don't understand you. Several months ago you asked me why I didn't trust you, I told you I'm afraid of getting hurt as I was when I was younger, you told me you will always love me and never hurt me. After a while I began to trust you, and soon after I gave you my complete trust because you promised if I did I wouldn't get hurt. Well you lied. Because now you fucked me over, you stopped loving me like you said wouldn't, you broke your promise, and now I find it even harder to trust people. I feel annoying because there hasn't been a single day that I haven't broken down and cried at least once to someone, and I feel they are getting sick of it. You completely fucked me up. How could you say something like that? How I could I believe you and start to trust you? How are you not even sad or regretting anything? And finally, how could you not come to me and tell me you thought something was wrong so we could have fixed it, instead of keeping it to yourself for an entire month, while I waited for you to come home, and then out of the blue, stop everything? I can't help but cry when I see you, and in your words as you once said to me "you're pretty much on my mind 90 percent of the time."

Fuck you for fucking me over, I will never trust again, or love, because I'm scared the same thing will happen all over again.

i want i want i want

THIS WHOLE OUTFIT. WOW! This is why I love winter...

the fashion!

early valentine's gift?

drink the pain away.

thank god i'm eighteen.

creepyyyy

dead beatles.

"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life"

- John Lennon

dress for women. not men.

am i crazy for loving this?

insane!

starting fresh.

I'm a blank canvas now. I need to start from the beginning.

wind

why is it easier for you than it is for me?

let them eat cake

break time

they will never be forgotten.

the shadow man

{5 inch and up}

i have a fetish for long skirts...

Facts about Facebook

•The average user has 130 friends.
•People collectively spend over 700 billion minutes a month on the site.
•Average user creates 90 pieces of content each month.
•50% of active users log on every day.
•The site is available in 70 different languages
•70% of Facebook users come from outside of the US.
•More than 30 billion pieces of content are shared each month.

so true.

carrots

Did you know?

The random people we see in our dreams aren't actually people our minds have created out of thin air, every person in your dreams are people you HAVE seen, whether it be passing them on the street or seeing them out of the corner of your eye without you being aware. But they are never completely random faces.

this is a long one.

Chanel Iman in 'Wild'
Elle Italy October 2010
Photography By Matt Jones

why me?

alk is blonde

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Watched this last week. I had forgotten how much I love it!

badass

just smile.

ysl

starry starry night.